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I feel like screaming.

June 18, 2012, 10:43 pm
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I love the life that I’m living. Thank God that after 1 year me and my ex bestfs finally fixed everything. (Last summer 2k12) Hi Trina & Gia >:D< And also to Jean, Jam and most especially to Elisha. Hihi! We’re kinda having a big talk na, so heart to heart. And hey, to Cy Esquivel since she’s my classmate. We’re bonding a lot, talking about what happened before aaaah it’s so good to have them back. & Yes, Trina’s smiling at me again. Hihi :)

I just can’t say anything anymore. I don’t feel any hatreds to anyone. I don’t hate nor don’t like anyone. I can’t feel the insecurity that I’m feeling especially to my sister’s achievement. She might be smarter than me but of course, I can say that I’m nicer than her. Mehehe, sige na nga fair nalang. I love you Ate! Yes I told her that I love her, sa letter. HAHAHAHAHA EW 

My life is a blast. Naalala ko pa, nung graduation namin, nag promise ako na magiging masaya ang high school life ko. Na hindi ko proproblemahin ung magiging pangalan ko sa HS kundi ang buhay ko. 

Well, for that, masaya talaga. Good outcome. My mom once told me this “You’re braver and smarter than you think” and she’s right. Even if I know she just read it from my planner but it’s really different when your mother is the one who tells it to you. I love you mom.

And to my dad, of course I love you too. We had a lot of heart to heart conversation when it comes to kalokohan haha tapos heart to heart wow hahaha! Kudos dad, love you! >:D<

Kuya Eric will leave on Friday, Good bye Kuya! I will miss you! But on July 15, Ate Joy and Lexie will come home! ANOTHER BLAST, Puro gala to since si Ate Joy pa? Manganganak rin siya eh, another baby girl. Ate na si Lexie. 4 years old na si Xiexie I can’t believe it. HAHA Laki na nya eh, cute patootie. :)

Everyday, I know there are bullshit problems that will come but yes, Problems and I are now bestfriends. & I learned that problems are easy to solve when you know the right thing to do. Just believe in yourself and taduuhh, good things will come. :)

Actually, I don’t have laptop anymore & I’m using a fam’s notebook/netbook that I was bring last school year. My sister won’t allow me to use hers. Dad don’t have laptop and mom won’t let me since she’s using it in her office. But hopefully, ninong will buy me a laptop. Kasi naman si mama eh, sabi ko laptop bili sakin biglang iPad excited pa naman ako but okay lang. I can use my iPad for researching.

Darwin loves are kinda adjusting to each other na and yes, that’s good. :)

WEH THIS IS SO MAHABA NA SINCE I’M NOT IN TO BLOGGING NA. 

I have tons of works to do, Aaaah this are responsibilities. :) So bye for now! Mwamwachupchup followers/friends

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Write what you feel about the people surrounding you without naming them.

June 18, 2012, 11:05 pm
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  • Hi you, I love you so much. Bakit ang tagal mo gumising kanina pa ako gising eh. :”)
  • Jelly, miss ko na kalerquihan natin kasi naman bakit di kita classmate eh. Huhu :(
  • Miss ko na pag tatampo mo kapag di kita pinapansin pag papasok ako sa room last year. Sana okay ka lang after all na nangyare sainyo ni alam mo na. Andito lang ako. 
  • Hoy ikaw bakit mo ba ako ginugulo, ayoko nga sayo eh. Please stop expecting may boyf na ako eh. ALAM MO YON HUHU
  • Oo na ikaw na matalino, nakawin ko pa ung utak ni Einstein para sayo! Nakakainis pero hoy mahal kta kasi kapatid kita wala na ew Hahaha
  • Wag mo landiin yon, akin yon. Pak you ka naman eh, papatulan kita. Pero hindi pwede, bawal ako mang away hahahaha lalo na feeling ko importante ka sa boyfriend ko. WALA EH MARTYR AKO EH. LOL 
  • Mamimiss ko kayo pag gumraduate kayo. Hang out ha!
  • Hoy Poleen, papangalan kita. Pakainin mko sa restaurant mo ha, ung usapan natin. HAHAHAHAH XD
  • Ugh Yves, pak you kasi sinaktan mo si Kim Penoy. I don’t like you kahit cute ka. Okay pero nag iimprove kna!! Kudos
  • Ikaw sa nag babasa nito, I want you to know na maganda/pogi ka. Take care good bye :)

And many more. Katamad mag type :)

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Tragedy.

June 20, 2012, 4:44 am
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So I knew everything. It’s now clear, I know what happened.

I had a little conversation with a friend and she asked me what was the thing/happening that I regretted the most. I told her about the “Best tragedy” I can’t help it and my tears run off.  Remembering those days makes me feel mad, my nerves and my blood are participating. 

(Story of the best tragedy)
I was alone everyday, I don’t have someone to talk to and I’m friendless. I was supposed to make my last year of being an elementary student a blast but in turned out to be a tragedy. A simple problem that bloomed into a big war.

I cursed that same person who made my life miserable everyday, every night & every hour that I remember the “Best tragedy”. I cried every night, I don’t have any companion. Most of the time, I eat alone. *Tears are starting to fall* She’s so wrong to make me feel that way, she was so wrong. 

I promised myself to have a revenge, but I know deep inside me that I’m a kindhearted person so I changed my mind. It’s okay for me now, I don’t have any connections with her anymore. I just love how my life ran last year ( 1st year )

I would be lying if I tell others that everything’s okay now, for I know it’s not. If I could just really make the best revenge and make her life complicated and more miserable, I really would. But I DON’T LIKE! I’m not scared nor afraid to her and to anybody. I just don’t like having revenge, It’s a wrong thing.

What I only know is, God made me enjoy my high school life, he let me met good friends and He let me feel the most out of everything every year. Yes, God made a good thing in return for me. I think, He felt the sadness that I was bringing before, the best tragedy of my life. Thank you God for everything :)

WAG NA KASI MAG CORRECT NG GRAMMAR, ALAM KO MAY MALI JAN. PASENSYA NA, PERO NAIINTINDIHAN NAMAN SIGURO :)

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Hi. Can you promote and follow my blog? Thank you.

June 20, 2012, 4:59 am
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Psst! Kamusta na? :>

June 21, 2012, 5:22 am
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Uy ikaw pala yan. Okay lang ako! Ikaw? :) 

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Fml

June 23, 2012, 6:24 pm
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Sorry for the words. I just can’t..

Okay first of all, I’m fat. Second, I’m fat. & Lastly, I’M FAT!


I feel like not eating anymore I swear! Kitchen and dining tables were my best friends last summer, and they were all bad influences. I promise not to eat anymore. I swear!

My haircut makes me look fatter. Gosh! I want my long hair back :( I swear, I won’t eat fatty foods from now on. FUCK FUCK FUCK, I CAN’T HANDLE THIS.

I feel so fat, I’m so insecure to skinny girls fuck my life fuck my life :”(
This shouldn’t be happening. I PROMISE! I’ll be slim again, fuck fuck :( 

I WON’T EAT FATTY FOODS, I’M GOING TO HAVE A GOOD HYGIENE :( FUCK FUCK :( HELP ME GUISE, HELP PLEASE.

  • Eat veggies tuwing recess.
  • Konting fatty foods sa bfast.
  • Vegetables sa lunch.
  • NO MORE DINNER.
  • EXERCISE EVERYMORNING KAHIT 10 MINUTES LANG.
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What a wonderful world.

June 25, 2012, 5:31 am
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I don’t know how to explain this but haha omg I’m so Happy! :)

My Soulmate knows that I exist already omg and this is kinda exciting since  I think I’m kinda annoying her. Hihi *giggles*

Okay that was sarcastic so moving on, I have so many things to do. Huhu FML. But hey, I know I can do it. I want to make my Ninong and Kuya Eric proud! :)

Darweng Loves, nakakakapa kapa na so masaya na okay :)
Huhu but my duties, well is that called responsibility? Whatever. I need to collect the payment for Jollibee & I hate holding big amout of money since I’m really careless and forgetful. Tsk, But yes, I CAN DO IT.

GOODNIGHT :* 

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Lord, I made it.

June 26, 2012, 4:07 am
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Lord, I stopped hating. I stopped my bad habit. But eto parin po ba? Problema? I don’t blame you po. Pero ilang weeks na po? Lord, tinigilan ko na po. Lord di ko na siya iniirapan. Lord tinigilan ko na ung Soulmate na yon. Lord ayoko na kasi mag away kami ni Allec. Lord naman eh.

Please sana po umayos na ako. Alam niyo naman po ung ibig sabihin ko jan. Alam ko pong alam niyo. Ayoko na po nito, ayoko na po :( Titigil na po talaga ako pag nawala na too. Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuuuu :”(

Ayoko na po ng problema oh. :( Please, alam niyo naman po na kahit ang simple lang po nito, eh 5x ko pong dinaramdam lahat eh :(

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What makes me ssaaad

June 26, 2012, 4:17 am
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Okay once and foremost, my abilities. I know, I can do such things but I just don’t give it a try. I’m pretty shy. I’m scared of making wrong moves. I’m that kind of person who easily quit when I know that I made a bad move. I’m doomed for short. I hate myself for making mistakes even if I know that in every mistake I do, I learn and earn. 

I don’t know what to write/type or say anymore.

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Childish

June 26, 2012, 5:31 am
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Aaaaah I d k why this things are happening. People are too and so shallow. It’s just a guy. If not, popularity. If not, what? I’m so tired of receiving messages saying “Help me” I’m sick and tired of those. 

Please, not in school. Set aside problems. Set those aside. We’re in school to learn, earn and have fun. Not to make arguments and shits.

Everyone deserves second chances, and third and fourth. THEY WILL CHANGE! Just have patience! Wait for them to change. Never get tired of giving them second chances. 

And please, grow up! MATURED NA DAPAT! Pero ung matured na meaning ko ay para sa age natin hindi ung above sa age. Alam mo yon, grabe. Hating won’t get you anywhere. Just please, forget about the hatreds in your hearts and start to make a new chapter, a happy and delightful one. It will help you a lottttt! And if I say a lot, it’s really alot!!!!!

*This is just my opinion and whatever basta eto na to*

Kilala niyo kung sino kayong dalwa, so cease fire na. 

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I don't know.

June 28, 2012, 6:03 am
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I’m such a good person the past few weeks. What I mean about it is, I don’t hate any certain person or names. I’m busy with my social life, friends, family and studies. I would be shallow if I only care about is hating for I know, just what I’ve said in my previous blog that hating won’t get me anywhere and it won’t make me a better person :’)


Ahhhh, I’m living my lifento the fullest :’)

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29 monthsarry :)

June 29, 2012, 3:00 am
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Hi nakakainis. Hindi ko alam kung okay lang ba ako or hindi. As in ewan ko, naiinis ako sa kanya. Di ko lang masabi kas bawal.


Promise, I’m not into myself. Sobra sorry :(
Sorry kung di ako masaya :(

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July 7, 2012, 2:24 am
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I really am a busy person the past few days. I’m being a mediocre again, sorry. I’m so stressed. Second year life’s a big busy thing and I’m a busy bee. 

I don’t like how Darwin work. :( Seriously. The bulletin board…. Ugh I don’t know what to say about it but it’s a total mess. Kasi naman, dapat nag aassign sila kung sino mag dadala ng ganito ganyan. Pero imbis na mag assign sila, inaangkin nila ung responsibilities kaya ayon, di natapos. I can’t explain. EWAN KO BA :(

Di ako galit kahit kanino, alam ko namang responsible lahat. Pero … Yes, I know kapag naman may nakabasa nito, magagalit sila. Ganyan ganito, ineexplain ko lang naman ung side ko. Di ko nman sinabing di sila magaling. Yun nga eh, magaling ang Darwin, kaso … kaso un nga, di naman masyadong nagagawa. May wild imagination, pero biglang nag iiba ung outcome. Alam ko nahihirapan sila/kami pero syemper para naman mabawasan ung mga ganun, sana shineshare nila.

Gumawa pa nga kami ng mga department department eh. Simula palang ‘to, so what more kapag nasa kalagitnaan na? Puro cramming nalang ba? To think na parang nasa Darwin na ung pinakamatalino at pinakatalented na students. Tsk 

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Nakakainis

July 7, 2012, 8:11 pm
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Dad didn’t pick up my worksheets and f-ck I really would repeat this time around. -___________________________________________-

I hate myself for being lazy so much. I’m tired, HUHU

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Nakakabadtrip

July 7, 2012, 8:21 pm
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Kasi

  • Di nakuha ng aking magaling na ama ung worksheets ko.
  • Pinapaligo na niya agad ako ang aga aga pa.
  • Di nag rereply si Allec nakakainis
  • GUSTO KO NANG KUMAIN
  • Napakatagal mag luto ng maid 
  • SAKIT NG KATAWAN KO.
  • Dami ko pang assignments na di nagagawa.
  • DI na ako productive huhuhu
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Fml

August 12, 2012, 1:48 am
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I’m posting cause I can’t do and take this shitanymore.

So here’s the thing, fuck my life.
I hate how i am being cheated by “Him” Hahaha I mean, Hello I’m Cye. I can do a lot better. But why can’t I?

I hate the same shits, fighting every night through phone calls, wake up and fight.

He always throw the blames in me. Hahaha I can’t fight back, It’s not because I’m still scared. But maybe because it’s all about being tired…

Yay everyone knows that i can’t break up with “him” You guys know why. But like what I’ve said, it’s not being scared but it’s all about being tired.

I’ll just never give a single fuck, don’t you think? Since I just got used to it, then let it be.

I’m just wishing that maybe someday, he might realise his bullshits and say sorry. But uhm, sorry means nothing to me at all especially now that I feel nothing, nothing but hatreds.

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August 12, 2012, 11:04 pm
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Ang sarap pakinggan ung mga katagang “Mahal kita” at “Ikaw lang” pero sa kalagayan ko, ang hirap maniwala. Miski ang “I love you” parang hello nalang sakin.

Ang sakit, pero totoo. Ang hirap na mag kunwaring masaya lalong lalo na ngayon.

Mahirap na magbitaw ng salita, maraming nakikinig at higit sa lahat baka may masaktan ako.
Pero minsan ba, may nakaisip na maari rin akong akong masaktan?

Salamat kasi… Ayon, kahit na ganito di mo ako iniwan. Pero alam ko nag titiis ka nalang. Sorry ha, pwede ka naman umalis, pero bakit di mo magawa?

Hindi mo naman ako mahal diba? Oo tama, naaawa ka sakin. Pero di naman yun mahalaga. Ayokong kinakaawaan ako.

Di na malaking problema sakin na magmahal ka ng iba. Wala na yon, sanay na akong masaktan, Physically, VERVALLY and emotionally.

Salamat nalang.

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Throwing the blame

August 14, 2012, 8:21 am
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So hi tumblr, I’m writing again.

At this very moment, My heart is breaking, tears are falling and I’m breaking into pieces. I thought I got used to it, but maybe not.

I can’t feel him, he seems so far even when I’m just sitting beside him. Looking at him, seeing him looking so far breaks my heart. Whenever he touches my face, I feel the butterflies but the butterflies seemed to be dying slowly…&softly.

I didn’t expect this things to be like this. Hahaha tumblr, why am I crying? I’m supposed to be smiling and enjoying since I’ve got what I’ve asked for. But what I’ve asked.. Well maybe what I’ve ‘wished for’ is so wrong.

I want to type everything. I really loved to. But I don’t have the guts to do so. I’ll just lie here in my bed, cry under my pillow and ifnore the world. And when I wake up, the next thing I’ll do is to to pretend…

Thanks to my bed, to tumblr and to my teddies. I never told anyone about this, not even steff knows this. Consider yourself guys (yes you, you’re reading this) special.

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But-s

August 14, 2012, 8:23 am
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I want you back. But I have you right? But i can no longer have the whole you. But I still have you and you still have me. But is there really “us”

Why do you have to be so selfish? :(

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August 16, 2012, 7:08 am
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