& Guess what I’m dreaming about it every night. Gosh that’s what you call night mare hehez
uh I hate this feeling again. I feel so lonely & shattered. No it’s not emo it’s feelings. Teenage love haaaaaaaay.
My life is full of insecurities, hatreds and shits. I only live once, but who knows? No one. Because there’s this thing called “Dejavu” Omg my post are irrelevant.
Okay going back to my first sentence in my 3rd paragraph, I hate myself. I don’t know myself anymore. Who am I now? I don’t like being the second choice though every time I’m chosen to be the first. But no uhm this time, I’m the second choice :(
Yeah, I just have to admit it. This is reality, not fairy tale. This is my world, I live in it and give fuck to it. Life goes on, haters gon’ hate potatoes gon’ potate but the curve on my lips won’t fade. Bring me down & I’ll put you up and down and down and up.
Everything happens for a reason. Let’s just continue running to this short life and enjoy the ride. Let’s live life to the fullest. This is really who I am, The cheerful, an optimistic and frolicsome teenage girl not the pessimist one.